haha saw your post about the bra's, i thought it was strange too. lmao. 

i dedicated a diary entry to the oddity.  it was a bit over the top i think.  oh well. 

whoaaa. me and my dad were just talking about this yesterday.
and i was talking about it with my friends today.

i found it to be veryveryvery strange.

Lol thanks so much for your comment it really lifted my spirits. I won't back down, I have to do this not only for him but for me as well. I'm glad that you are back with him and happy. Peace <3

Wow, this was really random! Hey, I like what you said at the bottom. I agree.

RYN: You said, "I think you jus need some good ole fashion pot :D" Wow, read my next entry, you're a genius, you knew exactly what I needed.

Peace,

- Chris

LOL (about the calories thing)

BTW, what is "quail"?

I think the female body should be CURVY. Not FAT, CURVY! I hate it when people have no butts, FLAT BUTTS or no boobs! Ugh. HAHA.

Peace. Take care,

- Chris

Quail!

I've never had quail before.

O_o

[Whiskrrrs]

ha, her ass looks amazing in person and feels even better =)

lol I know,uhm can u c it at all?
I can put it on2 photobucket or sumthing....

wow now its lyk really big but thats it [:

Oh and yeah it's the same person.

that's sesshomaru.

he was the best one on the series, besides shippo. =]

Hey hon.

yeah you know that cellphone service called alltel?

That's where my internet is from.

Yeah it's like way better.

and easy to hook up yourself to.

of course for the internet thing it's like $129 dollars.

but the internet is around $66

But, the first time around the will charge you for the 2 weeks or whatever when you got it along with the month you have to pay, but then it will be just around $66 a month after that.

you should check on it, you seriously will like it better if you have  a laptop, you can get the net nearly anywhere.

& yeah about your internet again, my ex sister in law has the same thing, becuase it's like the onbly thing they can get around where they live, and it does it to them all the time. and what that person told you does make the internet come back in.

but one thing he left out was when you go and unplugg the one from teh back on the right side corner, or the left depending on how you have it setting, just leave it out for about 30 second, and turn the other thing off like he said  to do, and wait about a minute before you turn the computer back on..

I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels that way, shoo, it's a major drag going with them to those family dinner things, and I have to go to one on thanksgiving again, at my ex sister in laws with them, but I really don't want to go to it, considering her husband will be there, and I can't stand to be around him, becuse of the things he has done to me ( if you wish to know, it's in like 2 or 3 entries back) I hope they so don't force me to go this time.

-sighs-

Well I hope you get your internet fixed soon hon.

Much Love

=]

Hey hon.

Yeeeeaaaahhh they are majorly stupid for doing that crap, i'm also glad someone sees my point on all this stuff.

wonder if we complain to the admiastartor of this site we can get their diary deleted or at least make it to where they can't post stuff like that, because it somehow does encourage others to try and do stupid stuff like that.

and yeah i used to have that same exact issue with my internet when i had DSL , when mine went out it stayed out for about a week at a time, my internet did that is, & we have like direct TV and the TV thing was always fine, but the stupid internet internet kept going in and out constantly, until finally I got some money and got alltel internet, which is way awesome, you can get a connection almost anywhere that have phone towers. =]

maybe you should try upgrading to that, and see how it goes, the internet is like $66 a month, which isn't too bad, but it is when you don't have lots of money I guess, but then again the price is seriously worth it, =]

have a great night.

[HHH_AND_CHYNA_FAN]

Thanks for the comment :)

I agree with everything you said above, I hate the way some people place appearence above everything else. I watched something on tv last night about an 8 yr old anorexic! My own daughter is 8 and I just can't imagine her being so image obsessed.

I know anorexia isn't always about image and more so about control but basically it's what it boils down too more often than not.

Pro Ana's just get me angry...anyway...

Thanks again :)

yes they are very annoying. especially them and they're freaking thinspo. it makes me sick to my stomache to see how nasty they actually want to look. ugh, sick even thinking about it. yesh, they are demented in their heads.

anyway, thatsimondude started a game of tag, and TAG YOUR IT! lol. just go to my page with the word tag in the title, copy and paste the directions, and follow them. if you wanta lol.

love.venus

Oh my god!!!!!!

yay!

Finally someone besides me is annoyed with the annorexic attention whores.

Shoo, Yeah that one girl's diary you commented on, she tried her damnedest to insult me, as you probably saw.

I thought it was so hilarious, it really brightened my night. =]

If people like that have to starve themselves to get attention it's totally not worth it.

but hey, you know what I say if they want to be that stupid, and end in the hospital with tubes down in them, more power to them.

Pretty sad the girl can't even show her face, heck, the person in the photo probably isn't even her.... =]

But seriously great entry on this subject I was going to write about it myself tomorrow, but you pretty much covered what I was going to say. =]

LOLOLOLOLOL.
All I have to say is,
Speaken like a true uggo, congrats.

See...I know a lot of ana's do it because they have all kinds of insecurities build upon them and they feel like their food intake is the only thing they can control. However, the ones that consider themselves "anorexic" are the people that are doing it to be "beautiful," however it should be something you aren't proud of. A lot of people come on here and talk about their anorexia like it is the damn coolest thing on this earth or they are treating it like it is the hottest new fashion, so I understand completely where you are coming from.

ps

I doubt a lot of these so-called "ana's" aren't even anorexic to begin with.

Hai there, first off I would like to say you know nothing about me.
I am way more aware of true beauty than you, obviously.
Ana doesn't harm you, it makes you perfect.
And I love perfection, therefore it loves me.

ALSO, that is not all the hope I have.
I have plenty of hope in all sorts of things.
As for productive, I'm in 3 dance classes, vocal lessons, I am working with GDB Imaging as a photography intern, I get A's in all my classes and I see the real beauty around me.
While being only 16 years old, I dare you to show me somone more productive?
Now why don't you grow up, and be more open minded.
Stop judging people you know nothing about.

Yeah, too skinny is ugly. Like that dancing with the stars girl that everyone kept saying was fat, she looked fabulous. I love bacon!

yea, i'm totally not a health freak, but there are things i won't eat because all that fat, it's just gross. but i need to start exercising, because i don't. i'm actually naturally thin, but i'm so not in shape. i'd prolly get killed too when running from zombies, unless of course it's the original superslow zombies. lol.

love.venus

"Boofing"!!!!  That's great

yall jus mad cuz he black!!!

like i said before...

if u dont like it then fucking leave america!!!

bye bitch!

awee thanks.

i would loveee to do photography professionally. i just want a new camera and a newer edition of photoshop. both are too expensive for me though =[

"So to the people whom read me. What do you think of what I have to say? Do you read it or just respond to comments? Curiosity murders me a thousand times a day darlings."

murders me too. lol. but i've come to the conclusion that the only time people comment me is when i have commented on one of their entries. just want to let you know, i read your entries :] unlike lots, i read peoples entries and i comment when i have something say, if i want to give advice or just add my input, or just to remind them i'm here listening, err.. reading what they have to say. i don't just reply to comments, as you probably already know by now lol.

love.venus

yum Ewan McGregor

love.venus

Thankx i hope it works out too.

Hope you feel better soon. 

 I wish i could have been a teenager in the 90's.  It would have been great.  Now everything is just kinda blah.

XOXO

wow, this entry made me laugh. real loud.

and then my mom was like, looking at me like i'm on crackkk.

it was epic.

Hello Impy,

You are so kind. When you are with your Mexican friend and another people who can't speak english fluently you take your word so slowly to speak for them. I hope all of native english speakers are like you.

Now my friend is probably in the plane to go home. She wrote me a short message before leaving the hotel in Kyoto.

I love the encounter. As it is like that reading a book can sometimes change your outlook on life. Why not real person...

Oh, it's just started to rain here. We still haven't seen beautiful red and yellow leaves yet here. It is so slow this year.

Hope you have a nice day !

whoo yay for rockers of intelligaaaance lol

so, you should totally check out my latest entry. there's a link on there to download the NIN cd, The Slip, for free, totally legal too. i haven't downloaded it  yet, but i plan to. and you ever been on indierockcafe.com? lots of links to different mp3s and free music. totally awesome :D check it out if you haven't already.

moocho-love.venus

awh. i read prey. and loveeed it. it was so weird though.

bummer.

Glad we are cool Impy!

I was sad to read of of Crichton, he was one very talented person.

[PaidTourist]

i wish i was a teen in the 90s too!! :D mostly so i could have gone to a Nirvana concert lol but yea, i don't fancy too much new music nowadays either. it's not all so bad, but ya a lot of it is.

love.venus

Impy,

Thank God we have a country where we can all make choices and have our say, I think we both agree on that!

Take care.... I am sorry for the loss you feel, but I do not think my joy makes me an idiot.

I work very hard, as do your parents, I have a 73 year old parent I care for and my husband has been laid off due to the economy.  I do not take any of the benfits, people assume we would, we pay our own way.  I did not vote for the social programs!

Again, take care and I respect your rights as you do mine.  I would not call you an idiot for voting for McCain, though living in AZ I have been very educated on his ways and means.....

oh god no, I've been down the "mia" path (god I hate the nicknames) a couple years ago for like two weeks, than I was like fuck this. Every once in a while I get really aggrivated with myself and I starve myself for a few days(or try too), but it never lasts more than a week or two, I loose a couple pounds, than I start eating again and going to the gym A LOT and I keep it off. I don't like to admit that part of my weight loss because I think it's gross and stupid but oh well. I lost my first 28 pounds completely healthy, than after that kinda healthy, kinda eating very little.

But no, I'm not one of those teenage girls who thinks it's cool to be skinny and starve myself. yuck.

My goal weight is around 145. Originally it was 150 - 155 but than i realized I'd probably still have a little chunk. =P

Thanks for the comment.
Ravenlyn

Yes, Tool and APC are totally different, but both superb.

watched Shaun of the Dead the other day for like the millionth time. love that movie.

love.venus

Thank you for the comment.

As I have said to other people, I am sorry it took so long to get back to you, as I haven't been in the mood to be on here lately ;) But thank you anyways!

I am very sorry to hear about your loss! But it is nice to be able to relate to people, so I am glad that you were able to come to terms with it, and hope you're doing alright.

Take care :)

Impy, your diary is always so refreshing. I always know where to go when I need a good laugh... I'm not saying that your life is funny, just that YOU are hilarious

Hugs

lol sounds funnnn...well i will def. keep that in mind. keep reading and commenting you have interesting things to say...and i like to hear them.

oh btw my name is gitty.

Bleh... not getting into the politics... just random to see you are so anti-abortion. Free choice. If it doesnt hurt you how is it your "Right" to tell someone else how to live thier life, what to do with themself? Other people are just as firm in thier stand on anti-drugs, anti-religion, anti-gay, anti-some-fucking-thing-or-other. Why cant people just step back, leave everyone else alone, stop judging and just live thier own lives and stop telling other people how to live...

Actually your wrong. I do have self-esteem. It might not be as healthy as yours but at least I have SOME. I never looked unhealthy even when I was 98lbs at 5'5. That's not even thin. I never said I wanted to look unhealthy. Just boney. We all have our opinions

~Comes from within

hmmmm...

i kind of remember a movie like that, but then again i might just be thinking of toy story with some sort of self-thought twist. *shrugs*

hmmm...i'm pretty sure john was in that movie burn after reading, but as for kevin......

have you checked behind the couch??? that's where i found jesus, an indian burial ground, and twenty dollars! ^-^

LOL

yes, your comment has sooooo created a HUGE hole is my world. :L:L

inless i get hit by a bus etc etc etc etc, im thinkin i have atleast 55 years left in me, well im hoping to be a hundred, so 85 would be nice, but whatever, you obviously havent been reading any of my latest entries, not that you would want to, but yer, if you had then you would understand why your comment didnt really created a hole in my world.

hhaaaahaa i dont even know what im on about.

(y)

I'm sorry you feel so shitty. I know what you mean about wanting to take something to feel better. That was sweet of Rick to be so understanding. I hope you start feeling a little better soon. Take care,

- Chris

wow, that's horribly sad :(

a baby's funeral is so unnatural....

I lost a child at 20 weeks pregnant( Shalako Jackson). I know how hard it is to cope with the hurt. And the only advice I can give you to give her, is to take it a day at a time. It's never going to stop hurting, and the pain will never go away, but it does ease with time. Noone will ever know why things like this happen. But it happens everyday, and the only thing you can do is try to move forward...

[BeautifullyBroken107]

firstly, i wanna say im really sorry about kaden, and i hope sarah and you start to be able to live round it as soon as you can.

and to answer you questions, in this day and age people do infact find these people attractive, as they are infact walking down catwalks with nice clothes on them, and there is no way that they are gonna send ugly people down catwalks, inless they are making a statement that not all models are skinny.

i know models arent happy, i dont want to be a model, i want to have a body that i would be happ